Salam Sir G...

Sir I don't want to join any academy as I am against this academy culture ... But the problem is that my English tenses, grammar, vocabulary, etc. everything is below par... I cant even convey a simple message in proper English ... What should I do sir? I've ample time to cover my weaknesses as I'll be appearing in 2015... Please guide me sir g...

P.S: Sir I'm also a TEXTILIAN