Really nice spirit...
I am sure I cannot display the courage u have shown...Infact I have decided it to be my first and last try ...
Do ur best and leave the rest to ALLAH and remember HIM both when u r happy and sad.and keep Praying to HIM and ask for whats best for u..
If i had passed the Nilore test...then I cudnot give time to interview that it deserves..May be some task is waiting for u which u have forgotten or may be Almighty Allah has planned something else for u..cuz I myself cried when I didnt find my name in Nilore list but then said to my heart..o girl..Allah dont want u to spend ur 7 yrs in that place...So be happy and look on other side as well...May be something has been opened for u..and Allah wants u to look there as He deems that fit for u..