dear friends i have been preparing for css since starting of 2012 but iam still feel confusion in English and vice virsa..i did sample b.a from college side and i have never appeared in any written exam css would be my first written exam ...and i have never joined any academy.is it possible to pass css without teacher and academy...i use to give time at the night time from 8 to 3 am.as much time is sufficient or not ..i don't give time in the day because some problem and house work .. and how to get rid from family flouts which use to heart me ... and i applied for AD is it better for me to study only for AD or i continue study only for css ...please suggest me iam very upset and there is no one who check my essay and notes ..i want to appear in css 2015 exam ...

Saima Baloch where do you belong if possible you get in touch with a teacher and family se tension sb ko hoti h even mjhe b h although I am just 21 and family se kisi b hal main CSS pass krna h. well come to point time you are giving is plenty if possible increase your hours and I think itane year parhane se banda expert hojata h you better know how much you covered your course and how much you have command over it

AOA,

For English you start studying grammar that you consulted in B.A. When you’ll have basic knowledge of sentence structure and tenses etc, then English will be piece of cake for you then it comes practice, consult past papers for essay and précis practice. Read DAWN daily and highlight important events.

Yes definitely you can become a CSP without any academy. You’ve golden example of Abraham Lincoln who studied day and night despite all hardships and made world his fan by becoming Uncle Sam’s president, Nelson Mandela who struggled and ultimately won in his ultimatum-Doesn’t matter how tough it is, how much suffering to go through with, how long the way is… You just need to have a burning desire, strong and diligent commitment of success, that Yes, I can do it and with the name of beloved ALLAH tala give your best and you’ll get desired position. Ask mercy of beloved ALLAH tala and pray to HIM. In shaa ALLAH tala all will be well for you. I can understand study and especially family problems dishearten you. I myself has faced disloyalty and betrayal from family and I know being an orphan it’s difficult to make both hands meet…if your family hurt you or do something that is not tolerable, just don’t talk to them unless it’s very important to do so but be kind to them you’ll get reward of being compassionate and generous in this world and hereafter-they will certainly held accountable of whatever they do with you. Offer prayers regularly and you’ll feel good and blessed.

If it’s possible for you then visit any academy, ask professor there to assist you and check your notes critically-though he will charge some money but your work will be done and you can also post essay and like stuff in this forum as well.

Never ever let ear of failure undermines you, have faith in ALLAH TALA and confidence in your abilities. Nothing is impossible, study well, practice more and more to polish your written skills and perform well. Recite Darood sharif daily especially before study.

One who wins without problems it is just a VICTORY, but one who wins with a lot of troubles becomes HISTORY

Best of luck and remember me in your prayers
I pray may your life get easy and full of countless happiness. Ameen suamamin.

Profound regards,
RMKamran.

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Nasru minal'lahi wa fat'hun qareeb

''And, when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it".

In your subject line you have mentioned you family problems but in detail you have questioned something else . Almost everyone has such problems but one must not find it too hard to live with them, if he does them he will not be able to compete.From your draft, it appears, you must polish your written skills. The time you are investing is enough,try to enrich it.
If possible join any academy,but keep in mind it's not imperative....you can do it without any academy and it is possible.Make the most of this forum and do get yourself helped by our respected seniors here as they are good teachers.I have had a lot of from them.Preparation for AD is not a different story than that of CSS. For AD, there are only 20 days ahead. Focus it. Your prepartion for AD will also bear fruit for your Screening test for CSS and CSS itself.

Go ahead;don't let your confidence wear thin,you can do it.

Stay blessed

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The Hope we still have.

great amazement is here . I am thankful Saima for starting this thread and such great motivational words by seniors made me to write here that if not one other must get benefit from you seniors. I can't name anyone but seniors word covers all. I am also sometimes need motivation and few days ago I was thinking words of my friend who said here in CSS forum people waste time but now I really will say no he is wrong. this forum gives us a lot. thank you very much seniors for motivating juniors but dil mange more I am not confident about my preparation every time I think I am going to fail the exam because I think I am alone no one is here to help me and I am the one who is going to take CE none in my sub tribe even had tried this. In a nut shell very useful and motivating words.

thank you.

thank u friends for encouraging me dear Ahmed i cleared my optional subjects but iam still feel confusion in English writing especially in expressions....sorry dear i cannot join any academy or teacher due to no support of family in financial and moral they use to deride on me deliberately iam first one to going to appear in this exam mere cast or city se koe b is exam men appear nae hua ...many people think this is tough exam in our city ....

AOA,

Dear you're certainly not alone, beloved ALLAH TALA is with you, me and everyone

And ALLAH TALA help those who help themselves

In CSS, you're suppose to be jack of all trades, so just study well and keep praying, HE is the most merciful and beneficent, indeed

Best of luck and remember me in your prayers

Profound regards,
RMKamran.

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Nasru minal'lahi wa fat'hun qareeb

thank u dear ...

saima I can understand there are lots of family problems that you cannot escape but you have to face them without losing your balance. This is how life works and goes on. Everyone encounter these problems without losing courage. I am really impressed from you MashaAllah you are doing each and everything without having any helper or counselor and the way you are giving time to your studies, trust me people like you they always get achievements in their life because of hard work and determination. Just focus on your studies without thinking about family problems because it's a time to get and achieve success by making yourself more stronger. Always Pray Allah that make that path easier for me and give me courage to go through this phase of life. InshaAllah you will succeed.
Best of luck.
stay blessed.

Seema same case is with me but my family is supporting me in all cases I am lucky I can understand. I can send you material for practice I have been learning from a teacher who has 40years experience he is very nice and good .