Let me have an introduction of myself. Do try to read completely. I got my education in Saudi Arabia from nursery till grade 9. Did F.Sc, then BA with English literature as elective, wasted 4 years in ACCA & MBA, then did MA in English literature as a private candidate in good marks. I don't show off but I won laurels thorough out my educational career for exceptional written, spoken & overall sound comprehension of English. Studied each subject in medium of English. Briefly, I am a govt. teacher in BS 14 since 2015. The first in whole of my relatives to apply & attempt CSS in 2018. My town is a remote area of Nankana Sahib where history has witnessed only one CSP, a PSP, now retired & older than my father. I never studied hard in my career (I regret it). I will appear in 2019 & finally 2020, my only attempts left due to age factor. I come from a prosperous house financially, with my mother criticizing my attempt for CSS as i already have a government job. But I want more, because i consider myself to have one hell of a talent. None of my hundreds of cousins or neighbours or town mates of my age have even perhaps basic understanding of English, a language in which I thrive & I love to give competitive exams. Having 2 attempts left of CSS, 3 attempts left of PMS punjab & full 3 attempts left for English lecturership PPSC, I guess I am gonna have a lot of fun. Except for books, the internet & css forum, I have no resources or time to go to libraries or academies.

One more thing, trust me humans, my town mates, neighbors, cousins etc are a bit selfish. So, they try to discourage. Had i been a girl, they would have done all the encouragements & showered love & care. But for the sake of humanity & those good guys who have noble blood in their veins, I need some serious feedback for myself because if you do it fine, you are doing justice to a good cause because I read it once that every good man is guilty of the good he did not do. Without further delay, here goes my DMC of first attempt in 2018.
Essay 42
P& C 34
EDS 42
CA 43
PA 28
Isl 33 attempted in Eng

IR 1 29
IR 2 72
US History 24
Gender St 28
International law 46
Journalism 39

This first attempt of mine was without any sort of preparation. Because I am already in govt service so a lots of time is spent there. Also I dont have a habit of hard work (i regret it) but I do want to get BS 17.
So, here is my combination for 2019 and will continue till 2020, of course. Because its according to my taste perhaps:

International Relations
Businesses Administration (bcoz of MBA background)
English literature (MA Eng+i love it)
Criminology (I simply love it)
Journalism (Opted as optional in BA+i like it)

Finally, I put in my Exceptional English in each paper of CSS 2018 but surprised to see low marks in Current Affairs & Pak Affairs papers. I dont study newspapers presently although i used to study English newspaper some years ago. Lastly, some suggestions for ability portion of EDS paper, as I am weak in maths, especially that question that comes last in which alphabets are asked to write in code language. Also suggest some good tips for making precis please.
Now let the remarks & feedback come be it criticism, i need it here. If any one wants to e-mail me: mudasirsharif@yahoo.com