The Unstable Mind
 

[B][COLOR="Black"][SIZE="5"]Unstable Mind[/SIZE][/COLOR][/B]

[SIZE="4"][B][COLOR="DarkRed"]You were in Heart,
You were in mind.
But you weren’t in life ……

Still I had you in my dreams,
I had you in hopes
But could not have you beside me …….

You were the same,
And I was the same
Yet life changed
Coz things between us weren’t the same …….

Time went on,
We moved on,
Our love couldn’t grow
But friendship did grow ………

You became indispensable,
I became important.,
Still our tracks were different
Though the destination same

Today, life has you
But heart and mind do differ
I have you beside me
But hopes all lost, dreams all blurred …..

True that I always longed for you
And always wanted to be special
But never this way ……..

Today I am the one ,
But also the second
Never wanted to be an option
But have become one today ……

Help me out , show me a way
What should I even wish for……
To let you be far and long for you
Or keep you close and crave for you …….

Either a confusing past
Or a disaster today [/COLOR][/B][/SIZE]…….