me

me ne be apny best frnd loose kar de jis ce me sb kuch share karty th ..so i can feel this pain..jub dil me pain hoo tub aap ko lagta he aap bht jald mar jaen ge..but converge urself to one thing --CSS.because life me emotion name ke cheez nikal doo..me ne poetry choor de he bht likhty th apny diary pe ..and bht ce fwd masgz me bana ke..but mujy lagta he sub insan jhooty hen but Allah he ..so me dua karty hoo me Allah ke bht qarib ho jao...smtym me Allah ke pass ja ja==kar rooty hoo tub mujy bht sakoon milta he..tume Allah ke agey roona chahey qk banda dostoo ke agey roota he..jub tak ro ro ke apna dukh usko nae batao ge to vo tawaja kaisy de ga..me ne just apny feelings is waja ce bataen qk me voe pain feel karty hoo jo tum... and tub apko real sakun Allah ce milta he..tume be miley ga bus etna roo Allah ke agey ke ansoo be na raen.abe me kal Allah ce dua mang re th mery dost mil jae mujy kash ,,but phir prime soch ye ho to aap ko apny be miley ge..


aey ibne adam ek tery chaht he
ek mery chahat he..\
hoga woejo mery chaht he
bus agar to spurd kar de uske jo mery chaht he..
to vo be miley ga jo tery chaht he..

ye actual words to nae hen..so sub kuch bhool jao like one has burn each chapter of past and give these ashes to Allah ... daikhna ALLAH tala bht sakun den ge tume

No, the gal means I, A.W.S. u said na hope see a better A.W.S in few days. i was referring to that me who was full of hopes and dreams , who was so enthusiastic , who always wanted go beyond the limits , her eyes glittered with the light of determination, I missed myself. and that's my dilemma. and trust me i cried a lot, a lot. i spend hell lot of nights crying , asking for mercy. it cures the pain for time being but then again the same phase started. every time i feel like its last time but every time i got disappointed.

Allah Ki main best friend thi. I used to fight with him. People considered me insane but i knew deep with in my heart that i was not insane, he used to listen , he always replied. I never asked for anything and he bestowed me everything one can wish for. but then i don't now how this relation broke ? i asKed for one thing and i think he didn't liKe it but i Keep on asking , i think that's my only fault.
forgetting is not easy. i have tried everything right or wrong to forget. but i can't and i know this pain will accompany me till grave.

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Sangdil Riwajoon ki ya Imart-e-Kohna Toot bhi Tou Skti hay
Yeh Aseer Sehzadi Choot bhi tou Skti hay

mujy lag ra ke ye tum nae balqe tum mery bio graphy likh re he.... shaed me be bht pagal th etne ke me ne new suit le kar un pe pewand laga ke pehnana shruu kar diya tha..ab mujy ye publically nae khna chahey but mujy isey nisbat ce deedar e rasool pak(s.a.w) naseeb hve th juma tul mubarak me 15 ramazan ko. me ne daikha tha...



me apny matric ke skool me hoo n mery paper hen,phir scene change ho jata he and hazoor aqdas (s.a.w) with hazrat imam hussai(s.a.w) kharey hen hathoo me tasbeeh he. and kuch log hen me be un me ho...vo unko sjada karty hen..phir peechey pahar ke paoo ban jaty hen vo be sajda karta he/phir sarwr e kainaat(s.a.w) tashreef le jaty hen and sooraj unko chorney jata he .me khty hoo vo daikho HAJMEEN unko chorney ja ra... mujy abe tak hajmeen ka meaning tak nae pata ..and ek dafa Quran e pak ke ziarat hve ...mujy phor jubbe dukkh hoota tha me naat likhty th ....me ab waisy nae re and me is waja ce khud ko dunya ka zalil tareen person taswur karty hoo and soochty hoo shaed Allah ne mujy dukh be ye is waj ce diya ke me us ke taraf wapus loot jaoo..me aksar try karty hoo ..kabe kamyab hooty hoo and kabe nakam and kabe Alllah ce bht shikwa karty hooo




ye jo dukh hooty hen barey ajib hooty hen...
na jeeny dety hen na khud ce bicharney daity hen..

seinch seinch ke rakhty hen hum in dukhoo ko..
ke ye humarey ehsass ke nishaney hooty he.

bhool jaen hum kisi bewfa ke khtair apne wafa ko.
ajab ho ke nam e wafa phir ho hamrey mohbbat ke alamat..

bhoolna iska muqadar tehra gar ,
to yad ce gafil hum be nae.

in the end...

mohabbatoo ke qabar dil me bana ke ,
is ko musshkk ke kushboo ce saaaja ke,
basaloa ek dunya bus apney,
ja pe gum khushey ke soorat
qabil karey tujey is soorat,
ke to jiye zamaney me sir utha ke.

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"Wa tu izzu man-ta shaa, wa tu zillu man-ta shaa"

MAshallah Sadia ya bhot bra Iazaz hay but dear main tou bhotGunhagar bndi hoon, m a sinner . Allah Pak aisi Khushnaisibi bhot kam loogon Ko ata farmaty hain. main tou kbi khud ko is qabil bi nai smjti k itny bri saadat mujay naseeb ho. and don't underestimate yourself, humans are meant to make mistakes , they are not angels.
Mashallah you are so blessed.

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Sangdil Riwajoon ki ya Imart-e-Kohna Toot bhi Tou Skti hay
Yeh Aseer Sehzadi Choot bhi tou Skti hay

thanx and jazakallah...me ne just is liye likha ke me chahty th tum jis pain ce guzar re vo kum ho jae...me apney aap ko bless to samjty he nae.n samja..qk mery ab ek he khahish reh gae ke me Allah ke mohabbatme jal jao qk dunya me hopeless raoo ge..n mene isdafa ramzan tak me 5 waqt ke namza nae pary ..qk me bht mayoos he hoonn... bus hum subgunhgar hen ..qk hum me flesh he... hmarey soul jo he vo pak..and Allah tala hume mohabbat ka zaiqa he isliye seta he ke usne hume batana hoota he ke judaeey ke extreme /peak pe Allah ce Asshnaey hooney he.. call for chnge me hmeesha tumery post fb ya kahen aur ignore kar dety hoo but is dafa muj ce ra nae gya..ager tum multan hooty then i better console u... Allah mujy and sub ko achey ke tofeeeq dey ..amen....... amen....amen....and just me ye likhty hve just weeping .... Allah humey maf karey....

me poetry ce door rehty iswaja ce hoo ke ye aap ko escapist banaty he and ..escapist coward hoty he,, and mujy jeena hey istara ke..


toofan kar ra he mery azaum ka tawaf.
dunya samj re hekashtey bhnawer me he..

ye verses mujy bht hosala dety he and courage ..koshish karoo ke kuch aisy lines ce inspiration loo jo ke bht positive hoo and un ce apny zindage ke mqasd poorey karoo..

Asaaniyoo ce na pooch manzil ka rasta.
apney raah ke safer me pather talash kaer.
zarey ce kaainat ke tafseer poch le
qatreey ke wusatoo me samunder talash ker..


bus mujy aur kuch nae khna ..name aur keh paooo ge ..take care of urself

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"Wa tu izzu man-ta shaa, wa tu zillu man-ta shaa"

Soul touching. You are so dared and courageous in your claim of friendship with Allah S.W.T. I am also trying to go the path but with a different way. The way of a complete surrender. If Allah gives you that's His mercy and if not that's His will and secret. What a human being supposed to do, only surrender your will in the will of Allah S.W.T.

Ponder ponder upon the life of our Holy Prophet (PBUH), how he got hurt during the preaching of Islam and how he respond. Study the life of Holy Prophet Hazrat Ayub (A-S). He got deprived of every material thing and tested severly but his patience (Sabr) become an example. For prophets that was a test (Azmaish) but for us, our sufferings are due to our own misdeeds. When I think I am un-rewarded then I looked on these glorious example and that maked me ashamed and embarassed on my impatience and unthankfulness to the blessings of Allah Almighty.

I just describing my own experience and not saying that you are unthankful or impatience. I'll suggest you do a complete surrender and leave your affairs to Allah Almighty. That's give you satisfaction inshallah.

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“There is no God but You (Allah Almighty), You are far exalted and above all weaknesses, and I was indeed the wrongdoer”. AL-QURAN

I never wanted to be untahnKful.As i already said i was the Blessed one, i always felt like i am the chosen one, chosen to accomplish some sacred task, something for the betterment of humans beings, i saw many ups and downs in my life but i bear everything courageously and i took all these hardships as a test from Almighty. i never complained , in fact those hardships made m strong , made me more resilient , and then after every test he bestowed me with immense blessings. he gave me beautiful dreams and i worked hard to accomplish those dreams , i live in those dreams. then all of a sudden my life changed , my dreams shattered , that alluring thought of being chosen one, being a gift of God to miserable human beings vanished. i know this path is full of hardships , i v well aware of the rules of this divine path i complained v often. i Know this is the test and hopefully i will pass it and regain my relation and my dreams. by telling all of this i don't want to make an impression of mine as a v nice and sacred gal , i am a great sinner indulged in many wrong things . God Bless all of us.

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Sangdil Riwajoon ki ya Imart-e-Kohna Toot bhi Tou Skti hay
Yeh Aseer Sehzadi Choot bhi tou Skti hay

Chlao k aaj sham udas hai..
us nagri main chlte hain...
jhan her so khushyan thi'n...muhabbat thi....
ulfat thi...
jhan tum the, main tha ...or...muhabbta thi...

chalo k us maazi main...jhan koi gham na tha...
jhan koi dard na tha...
jhan koi hijar na tha...
jhan tum the, main tha ..or... muhabbat thi...

chalo k is udaas sham ko...
beta aayen us nagri main...
jhan koi or na tha....
bus tum the, main tha....or....muhabbat thi....




(main ne likhi hai ab pta nai kaisi hai)

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It is Human, who is bad not Religions.

Well i must what a beautiful poetry session is going on...ummm the thing is i really appreciate nice poetry but i had never written anything regarding poetry.
After going through this thread there was a great urge to write because farah was encouraging everyone...so i just tied up my hairs and started staring at the wall

so

i wrote it in 15 mins keeping myself in my mind (because i had heard poets always think of someone/something while writing)

Here i go with my first piece of...i don't know what....But hey no one dare to laugh except me han

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Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak … sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go:)

no, its not stupid it's great that u are asking. It shows ur willingness to learn.

Qafia:

sher k dosray misray main ham awaz lafzon ko Qafia kehtay hain .For example

Bs aik niah k ilzam ki zaroort hay
tamam aieb o hunr tery nam krny ko
main aj ghar say chala hon tery gulu k liya
wasl o hijr ka qisa tamam kkrny ko

is sher main "krny ko" kafia hay .

Nigh -e-yar jisay aahna e raz kray
wo kuo na apni kubi e qismat pay naz kray
Diloon ko fiqr e Do Alam say kr dia azad
Khud tery junoon ka silsala daraz kray

"naraz kray, daraz kray" Qafia ki examples hain

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Sangdil Riwajoon ki ya Imart-e-Kohna Toot bhi Tou Skti hay
Yeh Aseer Sehzadi Choot bhi tou Skti hay