thankyou so much sir mahmood. i desperately needed such advice. the problem with me is i get overrun by amnesia whenever i try to write on paper. while writing on the computer, there are theasaurus, urdu-english etc lexicons available for assistance, but when writing on paper, its competely different. i think all this problem is because i never attended any english school or institute to learn the language and whatever english i know today is what i learnt during my BSc(Hons) in software engineering. But anyways, i must admit that i desperately needed morale lift that you just gave me. i am grateful to you for that.(and proof of soothing is that, iam not using any theasarus while writing this post, whereas i used it extensively when writing the last post