Taimoor Bhai! Please disheart mat hon aap. Job ka milna/ na milna ALLAH (SWT) k nazdeek nihayat chotay issues hai. Allah hamay is say hazar darja behtar blessings day ga. Plz samajhnay kee koshish karain Allah Ta'la hamay aazmaa raha hai k mera banda Meree Takat aor Quwwat per kitna Eeman Rakhta Hai. Jo cheez aap k nazdeek achee ho, zaroori nahee k wo in reality aap ke liay success k zaria banay. Jab Allah Humay kisee baray Hadsay se bachana chahtay hai to hamaray liay aisay halat paida karta hai k hum U turn lainay pay majboor ho jaate hai. Khuda k liay mayoos mat hoon Allah K kainat bohut vasee hai. Plz Bas Allah Se banaa ke rakhay aor Allah se mutawajJay ho k ye kahain k mere Rab, tu mujhay jaisa rakahy, mai tera hee rahoon ga. Aor tou Qadir tha k mera kaam kar deta magar tera ilm har cheez par muheet hai. Tu wo kuch janta hai jo mai zarra barabar bhee nahee janta.
Taimoor ye dil se aor intehaii ikhlas se kee hoi batain hai.
Hope you are now even more stronger, determined, motivated, optimistic ever than berfore. This is all reality. Dunya chotee, is kee blessings temporary.
Start preparing yourself for Aakhira . Do the best and leave rest to Allah (SWT). He was, is and will remain SUPREME.

Regards
Your Brother