Math was always hard for me as I hated it more than any other subjects in my life because all my Math teachers were so mean to me except one and when he taught me, I got great scores. Anyhow, l think the reason I am so bad at Math is that I don't know the addition, subtraction, multiplication and division tables bi heart.

I am so bad at memorizing things. In fact, I don't like it. Can someone teach me a method to learn Math. Is seeing YouTube videos better or are there any courses in Udemy, Edx or Coursera which can make me love Math? Or Is it better to practice the questions from the exam with the help of internet or should I read some good books by Math experts?

Also, Is there a way to do Math fast on cssforum?