I myself have been through an abusive marriage, abusive to such an extent that I lost a baby because of it. I studied for this exam at nights when my spouse was sleeping just so that he wouldn't disturb me and I can study in peace. So I was really hoping that I would get through, I had really kept all my hopes tied to this. Right now its really tough to believ that theres something better planned for me. But hope is all I have.