Originally Posted by Marcus Aurelius

My deepest condolences and sending you much love and best wishes. You are absolutely right in saying that it is hard to believe that there is something better planned, I have the same feelings. I know where you are coming from as I also had an abusive marriage that ended in a divorce with two kids right at the time when I started preparing for CSS my mom was diagnosed with cancer and I did my first attempt in that chaos, Now this was my second and last attempt and my dad got diagnosed with cancer, and I happen to be the only one looking after him. Kher, kahan tak sunaaongi, I don't want to give impression that ajeeb roona dhoona laga diya hy, I am shattered. May you find peace and strength.