AAYAT


I have completed all the documents and soon we 'll be able to leave.
but..........Saeed i have already told u i have some commitments.
I know ur commitments you are commited to Hamas only and i mean nothing to u.look we can serve our land in a better way.there are some other ways too.We will promote political efforts and will try to convince the whole world through peaceful means.
People all over the world know what Israel is doing and what is happening to us.
Saeed...They just condemn but practically they are doing nothing besides these people are very few.Alot of them have good relations with Israel and they donot acknowledge our demands and rights.
Aayat was engaged to Saeed and their families had planned their wedding on1st June.And this was not the first time they had a dialogue at it.
You think that by leaving this land i will live peacefully?n tell me Saeed can i forget my people and my land.
look Aayat whatever we'll earn we'll contribute it to our country .you know we donot have jobs here and there i will be able to earn much more.
so you are leaving your beloved land for just few dollars....what type of man you are?
O.K O.K
we can plan to live here but one one condition Aayat..
You will have to leave Hamas.
NO...not at all Saeed you know it is not possible for me.
Saeed what do you think.... this sympathetic behaviour of the world will finish our problems.let me tell you it is our land it is we who are suffering not the rest of the world and we have a right to fight against those people who have kicked us away from our homes.there was a time when these people were living in tents and now............now we are living in tents.they want to conquer us but they will fail,we will kick them out.
Right......,you are right Aayat....
i know what sort of struggle are u doing specially from the forum of Hamas....
i know you will not leave it
But i am afraid one day you will leave everything including me and will start fighting like........
LIKE???
like what Saeed?
Like the suicide bombers.
what if you are asked for a suicide attack.what will you do?
i know Aayat you are going to leave.
Yes,i will
That's why i never wanted you to have a contact with Hamas.
and u know Israel is specially targetting Hamas.
SO WHAT.........
So one day you will be either killed by them or you will blew yourself up like others.
i am scared because
because i donot want to lose you........
but Saeed i love my people,my land and my cause.So if you love me you should love my people and my cause.
i know your cause is just but......the way you have chosen is not the right way.....
dear.
No....this is the right way to fight against aggression and we have lost all the peaceful ways.
tell me Aayat...tell me
what result have you got ?
thousands of people have died and so many others are on target .
Great achievements demand great sacrifices and great risks and you know Saeed
Israelis are killing us to supress us.we are neither afraid of their cruelities nor death.they donot know with whom they are fighting.we know that we are fighting with an army of few people against a big nuclear arsenal having more allies than us.
we know that we donot have weapons but
Allah will help us,we love death more than they love their lives.
and sorry to say Saeed i think they will succeed in their evil intentions if people like you are accompanying us who are afraid of death.
and i want to make one thing clear to you i am not afraid of death as you are i will sacrifice the last drop of my blood if needed.
Aayat donot you think i have a right to stop you?
we are getting married and donot you know that how much you mean to me
o.k
than you will have to chose one thing me ...or......
or...your cause.
think about it Aayat and .....and on 29th i will ask about it ....on your birthday.i hope it will be a memorable day.
O.K may Allah bless you.
29th March.......
its CNN..........breaking news
a young girl blew herself up outside a busy market in Jerusalem a few minutes ago.two people died at the spot any many others injured.Israel have announced to take strict action against the terrorists,the Palestinian government have strongly condemned it.
1st June........CNN...breaking news
A 22 year old Palestinian boy blew himself up outside a Tel Aviv disco.this is the deadliest assault of this year killing 20 innocent civilians and leading many others injured.more reports are coming...
Saeed's house was demolished by Israelies and his 18 years old brother was martyred in an Israeli shoot out.

Saeed wrote in his diary
29th may
you were right Aayat.we have no other choice left,either to step forward and fight like lions or step back and die like cowards.i have chosen my way as you did.......
so wait for me Aayat i will meet you soon...........on 1st June as our families have decided........