AOA

I request all seniors plz help me out ...I am under extreme pressure these days...I have lost my all vigor ,enthusiasm and energy....I can't study anything coz I am in state of dilemma .........I could not prepare well as per my aspirations.so I am unable to decide should I postpone it till 2011 or go for it...My mind is occoupied with these thought that dont let me do anything.....What should I do...This is my second attempt...and I dont want to spoil my chances...and one more thing I want to do CSS at any cost.......for this I gave up my job...and I can sacrifice everything for it but dont want to be a failure...what shuld I do plz help me....