Dear don't be disappoint...ur dreams will come true Inshallah...What ever happen, happens fr the best.... Sm time Allah don't give us that thing which we want then we shd be optimistic coz either there is shortage in our struggle/efforts or Allah want to give much more better than that... The main thing is that there should be sincerity & continuity in our efforts; also we shd have patience and courage to accept the results... MaY Allah give u, me and all bro and sis the best reward of our efforts plus give us ability to fulfilled all d pre requisite which r required fr CSP and PMS officer....