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Old Sunday, January 29, 2012
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Originally Posted by Chintoo2010 View Post
AOA
I am an absolute fail aspirant of CSS, always dreamt to be a CSP only, never consolidated my strengths, never did well in the given circumstances, never reacted and planned well according to the situation. I could have prepared well.
If i want to give reasons why i could not prepare for css in liife, there will be a list of those like Full time Job, Personal Issues and then that I was a science student.......but all this stuff looks like a deep shit when i see myself now, it was my last chance but i could never attempt CSS always skipped it due to no preparation and then this day when i have prepared nothing and exams are a month ahead, dreams of becoming a CSP will remain dreams only and can never come true in life......you must be feeling why you are reading this post........but i feel very confused, chaotic, titanic of dreams without proper implementation thats what i did, always dreamt only and went on pending it and now the day comes when nothing in hand and everything gone......due to Student Syndrome and lack of motivation and lack of all the right things
i will suggest all the CSS aspirants to react quickly and properly blendded with highly positive attitute
I am MSC Chemistry but never did well after doing MSC
Could not consolidate myself, could not calculate CSS
Could never muster the courage to apply for css, this time applied but half hearted attempt means failure.....
I am dead as a CSS-ASPIRANT
Dear I have not completed a single subject up till now; i have just recovered from kidney stone pain; last year i prepared in 40 days and AlhamdolilAllah cleared written test although even one of my subject was not fully completed...I prepared journalism about 60% on 12th feb,2011 and that was my first subject....i am anxious but determined to cross the bridge against all odds...May Allah endow perseverance on all of us...Ameen.
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