Respected Sir Shallowater !!
Whatever has happened to you regarding CE exams.. you have proved your self.. you are THE REAL HERO .. seriously i mean it .. clearing 3 times CE exams consecutively is not a joke.. You have done your hardwork and obviously you would have gathered immense amount of knowledge .. ALLAH never wastes His creation`s hardwork. You will definitely shine one day on the basis of what you have done in these 3 years no doubt about that .. You just have to be patient and carry on.. You gonna rock the world man .. MAy ALLAH bless you. AMeen

Really touched with your story..