Dear Bais,

Thanks for your kind reply.

The thing is that my concerns merely arise from the fact that I have always lived in a very protective atmosphere. Despite the fact that my parents live in Karachi and I lived alone in LUMS for four years of my life, I still don't have the guts to go out alone all by myself. Infact I barely go out, I haven't even seen Lahore completely as my parents are very over-protective.
I am very ambitious and driven and trust me the ONLY dream I have had over the past few months is to join the CSP. Even though I strongly believe that one should earn loads of money and I know that the Civil Services is NOT the place for that yet I still want to join the CSP as I keep telling myself that at the end of the day I will get the Rizq that God has decided for me. It's just the people that I am scared of, and the environment - that's all. So I would really like to know whether the officials who the CSPs have to work under are really as bad as they are known to be?

Regards,

Kanwal