I have a family friend who,s been to every part of Pakistan.knows "too many" people [trust me].I told him that I have been planning for css since I was 14 year old.and im really serious about it and im gonna do it after my B.A.
suddenly he started loughing at me and said 'there,s no way u can get in job specially like foreign service without sifarish.dont do it.now I come from a NOT POOR but family that has limited means.i don't have anybody sincere exept my mother.my dad died when I was 5.
and trust me..while I m writing this ,I m crying.cause I know many of u will say that "css is not the end of the world
but for me IT IS.i have tried everything else.its either this or nothing.please help me.i really need it