I have gambled everything. My faith, belief, religion and everything depend upon his survival. It is not hopelessness but it is how life treats me. I would be either an atheist or a true theist. It doesn't mean I surrender. Still, hope survives.....
As far as I know, I have only studied about God, religions, faith, human history, for many months. Almost 6 or 7 months. I am only waiting for a miracle which can save my father's life. And, only my father's life can save my faith. I am quite decisive regarding this.
I tell this all because I have always felt this forum as a family.There are many things which I want to share but time and conditions do not permit.
This is the first step I have started with. No doubt, journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.
Regards'
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