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Originally Posted by Pak Post
I have appeared in CE-2012, 2013 & 2014.
CE-2012 - Failed in aggregate. I scored 586 in aggregate.
CE-2013 - Failed in Compulsory due to 118 score in GK.
CE-2014 - Islamiat & Sociology paper went too lose. Also, C.A paper too ( i did 2 questions only).
I am thinking to forget CSS now. Yeah feeling very much down and out. I studied too much but i am tired now.
If it were my 1st or 2nd attempt, i would have appeared in the rest of the papers to get paper solving experience but now that aspect does not seem feasible.
Since yesterday, i am thinking to stamp myself an absolute failure. Sometimes i feel to go for the rest of the papers of CE-2014 but then a common sense comes and says "hey are you crazy. Why are you chasing it blindly. It is of no use now. Even if you score well in next 5 papers, still you can not score high enough to remain in the competition. You have already lost the game. Now do bot drag yourself aimlessly."
I am now inviting the comments of members to help me. I know, i have missed the CE-2014. So should i bear the pressure of next papers or sleep tight in next 5 days or go for some outing to forget the CSS. I do not want to remember it anymore.
The good thing CSS brought to me is the vast knowledge and writing skills and i feel a better person in life. I know alots of things which i never knew before. I have learnt how to get myself out of trouble. But somewhere my inner self says yaar bs kro ab chor do bht ho gya ab to. Kha mkha mtt ghaseeto khud ko.
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Dear Same is the case with me, could not get through in the last two attempts in the first due to lack of preparation and lack of interest, my IR paper was short by 8 marks to help me get through. the result of the second attempt was complete disaster, despite the fact that my exam had gone very well and i was sure of scoring above 650 at least. and failure last time was something that i could not accept yet, and this time, in my third and last attempt, due to my job compulsions i am attempting it with zero preparation again, i have not even touched books of any subject but still because of the papers pattern this year i am satisfied with my performance.... one should not lose heart if not getting through, As respected ARGUS says "My attainment has been the journey, not the destination.".......... the journey of Css makes you a person different than what you were before...... and its a great achievement....