dont want to disclose about what will i do. but one thing is sure that i m not sensless. i respond to all stimuli good or bad. JUSTICE GIVEN TO ME OR NOT IS ANOTHER ISSUE.

some say the clause is applied in national intrest( written some wherein css syllabus).
i ask all of is it in national intrest that a man with lower merit shall be awarded with higher groups.

i struggled day and night , burned the Midnight oil. cleared exam in my first attempt, attained merit. result was nothing but shattering of dreams. such policies are cause of brain drain in our country.
my only fault is that I dreamed for career in civil services. and passed the exam to face this day.

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our struggles will not end but ,certainly,life.