Originally Posted by Raz

Meri poori zindagi apni maa ky qadam chomti guzri hy. Aur meri maa ki pori zindagi mujhy apny qadamoon per girny sy mana kerty huwe guzri hy.

Wo is liy mujhy apny qadmoon per girny sy mana kerti hain kuon ky main apny Dad ka sub sy piyara aur akhri beta tha, aur Dad ky death ky bad ami mujh main mery bap ky characteristics dekhna chahte thee. (Raz mery Dad ka takhalus tha).

Main is liy ami ki Qadamon main sukoon feel kerta hon kuon ky mujhy dunia main aur kuch nhi nazar ata jub ami samny hoti hain. Main ny life main jo kuch bhi hasil kia hy us main sub sy pehly meri ami ki 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, and 365 days a year duain hain. I don't remember any moment of my mother's life in which she remained ignorant of her offspring, wo itni sakhi aur insaniat sy muhabat kerny wali hain ky hamary workers ko wahi khany ko milta hy jo hum khaty hain aur hum sy pehly hamary workers ko khana milta hy. Hum sub brothers ki tankha sy hisa nikal ker deserving neighbors ko deti hain, jis ki wajah sy kabhi hamain apny rizq main tangi nhi huwe. Ami ny kabhi kisi ko khali hath nhi jany dia. Kabhi hoarding aur jeb bharny ka sabaq nhi dia hamain. Ye to meri apni ami hy agar esi kisi aur ki ami hoti to main in ky bhi Qadmoon per gir perta. Bahut Khush naseeb hon main jo esi maa ny janum dia mujhy. Aur bahut khushnaseeb hon main jo esy ghar main janum mila jahan koe difference nhi Ahl-e-Sunah, Ahl-e-Tashiat, aur Sufi ism main. Ye main apny Malik ky ahsan samjta hon jo koe tafreeq nhi mery ghar main, main kabhi ahl-e-sunah ki namaz perhta hon aur kabhi ahl-e-tashia ki, main majlis main bhi shirkat kerta hon aur waiz main bhi, ye sub kuch sirf is liy hy kuon ky Ami Abo ny tariat esi di.

Main agar yahan apni achievements likhna shuro karon to shayad bahut waqt darkar hoga, aur her acheivement main meri maan ki never-ending prayers hain. Bus itna bata doon ky mery 1st class sy Masters tak 1st position rahi kabhi 2nd position per nhi raha. Hard work sub kerty hain, balky mujhsy ziada kerty thy lakin ye sub duain hain jo Izat bakhshtiii hain warna meri hesiat kia hy. Main ik peely school (Govt. Primary Masjid School sy parha) ik choty sy gaon sy jahan bijli tak nhi huwa kerte the, jahan zindagi guzarny ki facilities nhi huwa kerte thee, esy environment sy nikal ker Karachi tak compete kerna sirf apny kher khawahon kia prayers sy hi ho sakta hy. Ik Teacher ka beta honi ki wajah sy koe political say nhi thee, lakin District, top, Division top, University Top, Silver Medal, Gold Medal, Star Award (Certificate of Excellence, Leader of the Millennium title from SAP), Selection in NED , Selection as AD-ISI, Selection as OG-2 in SBP, Selection as an ASI, qualifying FCM Exam when I was 4 days short of 21 years, qualifying PCS, qualifying IBP in first attempt, Qualifying for University-Lectureship, Qualifying GRE for PhD, and Lot of more job offers. (I have not seen a single day of unemployment: Got my first job before qualifying my Masters Degree. Ye sub kia hy????????????main heran reh jata hon in Qadmoon ki itni taqat dekh ker.

Bus itni iltaja hy sub ko: Agar kisi ny apni maa ki Qadamoon main sukoon nhi lia to Yaroo ab bhi waqt hy apni zindagi khobsoorat bana looo. Ye chand rishty hi to hoty hain jo be loos muhbat aur bila mafad ky hoty hain.

Mother loves you without consideration. Unconditional muhabat ko kuon raigan kerty hoooooo. Naimat hy ye isy mat zaya karo. Jao aur Chomo wo qadam jo Pakeeza hain, jo azeem hain. Don’t feel shy and bow down there, sharam is main nhi karo ky koe kia kahega, balky sharam ki bat wo hogi agar ap apna ego aur dunia ka khayal kerty huwee in qadmoon ki mithas sy door reh jain.


I was studying M. Law but jub ye thread dekhi socha thoree ibadat hi ker looon