AoA,

Its not childish..... !

Dont take tension for anything now and just wait for the result while doing any other important thing like study etc. If you are not going to be a CSP then its not a big deal, you can enjoy pricks, privileges and toar etc while going into any other governmental office and if at all you dont join government sector, you can enjoy ample level of pricks while being in private sector so thats not a big deal. As regards wish of your parents, especially of your mother, thn i can simply say that tell your mother k you have done your best for accomplishment of her dreams and have a big smile at your face while telling to her and may hug her. Your success in every field of life and smile at your face will be more important for your mother thn passing any exam..

Stay blessed.

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