@usman khalid
thnx for your encouraging statement. me too had to suffer from the same kind of obstacles.
in 2005 i left B.E. ENGINEERING (ELECTRONICS) in 3rd professional. and did b.a. In 2008 i appeared in css exams. got prepared myself in 42 days. and scored 579 marks with all papers passed.so, that attempt brought a bit disappointment.
next time i appeared in 2010.unfortunately suffered from food poisoning just one day before the ESSAY PAPER. scored 598 in written. but low scoring trend in URDU, INDO-PK HISTORY and JOURNALISM,PUBLIC AD. brought catastrophe.
also i have a pms attempt on record (2009) with 588 marks in written.

so, a series of failures in all walks have inked dark lines in my life.
Now, i am having no job, career and success in life.
still, appearing in PMS 2012 with last hope to do something.
still waiting for my day.

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ali imraan