Hello Snake
I mean brother Snake
Congrats! because you are not alone in this "hell", I mean we are all undergoing through this period of stress and strain.Like you, I burnt all my boats
matlab ,quit my job for the sake of CSS.Currently I am treading through the valley of what they call ,Bairozgari. Sometimes my fellow friends try to depress my with their pinching jokes,at times I do think what would I do in the event I could not get through the examination.I knew that CSS is a big gamble and if I lost it I would be nowhere. But in spite of all these taunting thought and remarks I took the decision by consoling myself,gartay hain shesawar he maidan-e-Jang main.
Now I have taken the examination and it's almost the result time.I don't know about the future BUT I am confident enough that whatever will happen will happen for the best.I have put all my worries away with this thought in my mind that Our Creator is also our Sustainer,He decides better things for us and He alone know what is best for us.So why not leave things to His discretion
Lastly,I remind myself ,whenever any depressing thought crosses my mind that ,I can be Destroyed But not Defeated.
So My dear stressed fellow, don't ever lose hope .Remember you have learnt so mush during all this time and now you are more confident ,more knowledgeable ,more quick to understand things and more daring to take risks.
There is no loss in either case.And with struggle and persistence you would surely get your destination, one day.Listen,Struggle is the meaning of LIfe..........
Chaly chalo k Wo manzil Abi nahe ayee !
Stay positive and Cool.
Regards
Oriental