Muneza...
i will strongly recommend you to go for coming attempt in 2014. Agr ye soch ke jao ge ke agar tiari ho gai to phr dn ge, aisi satisfaction kabhi bhe nai hoti, job ke sath sath tiari ke ja sakti hai caommitment ho to otherwise time guzarta jai ga and tiari nai ho ge, i am also jobian, aur issi thinking ke waja se to 2 saal waste ho gai hain, main ne apni last attempt 2013 wali deni the laiken Alhamdulilah PMS pass hone aur uske interview ke tiari kerne ke waja se skip kerna parri, so Inshallah next attempt bharpoor tareqay se deni hai Inshallah, I will suggest ke ap ye thinking zehan se nikal do, that will not make you able to attain satisfaction.