Asslamualaikum,
Add these words to ur prayers i mean Dua.
Oh ALLAH cure me from this pain and disease
Oh ALLAH take care of me from this difficulty and give me some ease
Oh ALLAH i know you know
My soaring pleasure and bearing sorrow
Oh ALLAH cure me so i may bear
With my narrowing pain and growing prayer

Oh ALLAH cure me from this pain and disease
Oh ALLAH take care of me from this difficulty and give me some ease
Oh ALLAH i know you know
When i feed pain from the seed i sow
Oh ALLAH cure me so i may care
With my dieing pain and living tear

Air is heavy with pollen and scent sky is red blue and white
Intriguing whispering blossoms pulsating heart will he come will he not in this lazy still twilight
Air is heavy with pollen and scent and dusk is growing darker
Will he come at final hour or rota will remain with absent marker

Air is heavy with pollen and scent and dark night appear
Oh ALLAH you so close yet so far like a veil between my silent eyes and strident ear
Oh ALLAH you are with all but will i be without tonight
A thought in foolington maze when air is heavy with pollen and scent and sky is red blue and white
regards...