Hi All,
I have an extra ordinary question to ask and hope that some senior member can give me an answer....!!!
I have suffered from dissociate amnesia in the past.

( Dissociative disorders are mental illnesses that involve disruptions or breakdowns of memory, consciousness or awareness, identity and/or perception—mental functions that normally operate smoothly. When one or more of these functions is disrupted, symptoms can result. These symptoms can interfere with a person’s general functioning, including social and work activities, and relationships.)


results confirm that it is not an ongoing organic process and there has been improvement.

Although CSS exams are tough but i think i can get through.Its the interview in which i think i ll be kicked out on that basis......hence i should nt bother working for the exams....

Any suggestions....??????

Assalam o Alaikum.
I have went through that phase as i feel an improvement in myself these days.
Go see a good psychiatrist and discuss this issue with him/her.

And put yourself into study dont push yourself too hard at the beginning.
Have a light start and ofcourse you can do it. You will get disheartened at times but when when get dishearten, lie down and take a deep breath and get to it again. You'll have to have a little fight with yourself. think positive.
Do physical exercise daily. a walk ending with a run or what ever you like. It'll help the blood flow into the brains. and try to do mental exercise daily 10 minutes would be enough like puzzles and stuff. A good site i used to do my mental exercise on internet was Brain Games & Brain Training - Lumosity. or you can find many like it on the internet. Following these i am pretty sure you will feel improvement gradually.

And yes i forget to mention one thing, that do not get alone all the time. i also love to be alone all the time but it has some negative effects on brains. loneliness and too much thinking drags a person into darkness where there is nothing except fantasies and depression. Give some of your time to social activities whether it is hanging out with your friend or family or what ever. it could be only saturday nights or a daily routine hanging a hour. i myself do it only saturday nights. be a moderate.

Waalikum Salam,

Dear brother thanks for your kind words. But the actual issue is not the exam but is my past mental health condition. I think i will be disqualified for having such a problem. Although i have seen psychiatrist and they say that i am having some deficits so that means i will be ineligible/disqualified on mental health grounds......even if i qualify the exams/medical/psychological tests..
thats what i think...

well dear after passing of written then their is a process of medical examination so that, i will advice you to confirm the doctors of medical board of FPSC and do your test from them. if they advice you then prepare otherwise dont waste your time, beacuse css is also time taking process so its better to use your energy somewhere else, as doctors of (panal) will advice you. otherwise i will be glad to see you preparing for css.
best of luck,

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