Never in my life I have found words so difficult to come by. However, today I am finding it extremely hard to find appropriate words that can tell what's going inside me. I was silently going through all the threads since yesterday but I didn't have the courage to reply or participate.Success ratio of 2.08% had jolted me like many other deserving aspirants on this forum. I know nothing much can be done, but I still wish somebody can really stretch it up to high authorities.

This was my last attempt so my journey of almost 4 years had finally come to an end with nothing much to cherish except for the wonderful people I met and all that I learnt from this Forum. CSSForum will always have a special place in my heart.

I congratulate all the Aspirants who had qualified CSS-2013 written part; I am sure you guys are the cream of this country. For those who fail, I know it's a difficult time but you guys are lucky enough to have another try. Give your best shot and let's do it with flying colors in 2014 attempt. Although it was disturbing to see exclusively, SadafNoorIlahi, UltimateStrugler, Raja4U, DMS644 and many more not making it through this time, but I am sure that you guys will come up with excellent result in coming years. For all the fellows who gave their 3rd Attempt like me; I know its tough but life sometime owns too many surprises. However Guys, CSS was not the end of life. it was just a an important chapter in the book of our lives. I wish you everyone on this forum good luck for their future and at last I can recall the words of Shayar-e- Mashriq Allama Iqbal who rightly said

Wo "Tifl" Hi kya Girai, Jo Ghutno Ke Bal Chalai
Girte Hain Shehsawar Hi Maidan-e-Jung Mein

Mujhai Poori Zindagi yeh dukh rehaiga ke main Civil Services Academy na join nahi kae paya. sad

I know these are testing times ,Naveed Bhutto. It is never easy for one to pass through this ordeal . May there be something special waiting for you.......

I have myself failed it twice and don't know what else should be done to pass this exam