I am a graduate (BSC hons) in Agriculture.
My thoughts in this post may appear distorted and you may find no link in between them. All this , I am writing here, is the true expression of my inner self feelings and thoughts, which I can not share at any other platform.

I am greatly impressed by sultan Sallah-hu-din-Ayubi.
these words I read in a historical novel on S.S ayubi greatly impress me
" sultan ayubi ny Bait ul Maqdas ko Azad karqany ki Kasam khi the"

this sentence and all character of s.s. ayubi has made me a strange person.
i am in quest of power.
a power so that i may help and uplift all Muslims. to raise Muslims again at glory.

some time I thought in terms of css vs business.
which will give me more powers (here from power i mean some thing which may made me able to do some best for Muslims)
may i do css and then join politics
may i do css , earn some money and start my business.

how it is possible i don't know.
but these are my thoughts.


i will mention here that despite of all these things I am not who have Islam phobia.


but i too like some liberal views.
i also think why Shia sunni fight with each other.
after all both are Muslims.
i too have praise for Abdus Salam
recently the song aloo andy by baygairt brigade has greatly attracted me


from I these information that is about me , i request from sincere readers plz
suggest me some thing.
say me some thing which may optimize my thinking.
which may made me relax.


plz do reply

The scenery you have depicted may be based on your true emotions.However if you want to be a civil servent give it a go.Similarly if you want to do politics or business,again choice is yours.You cannot be a csp and politician at the same time.Politics with regard to pakistan may not be a good idea.Therefore go for civil services.

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I appreciate ur views
Also remember Allama Iqbal's words
"Religion has still reality.Take refuge there"

@Rizwan Anwar

AoA
Everybody has thoughts,and most of them are just ideas that revolve around your head.Some might substantiate others may not.Its good to have a thinking mind but too many ideas or future plans may cloud the real thing that needs your attention.Power with no peace of mind is pain,and the thing you said about earning money by CSS and doing the business is actually the other way around,you will need a business to support in addition to your pay.
If Muslims dont want to change ,you cant make a big deal out there all alone,just keep yourself on the right path.
You just make up your mind and work hard and leave the rest to Allah,be it whatever you decide.Nobody can stop the idea who's time has come.
I wish you best of luck for your endeavours.
Regards

Well....aj kal ka mahoul me ap ka aisa soucha he btata hai k ap ka mind aur soul dono he achay hain bro
aur change lanay k liye outer power nhi inner power ki zaroorat hoti hai bhai, agar har banda aj se he kuch usool bana le aur un pe chalne lag jaye tu we dont need any super hero to change our conditions bus aik fikar he kaafi hoti hai change laanay k liye like ap ne b ksi na ksi aisay bande ko apne muwashre me dekha he hoga jo bahut gunahgar hoga per aik dum us me change aa gya hoga aur wo aik acha aur namazi insaan ban gaya hoga aur in sab me kuch nhi badla na muashrah na mulk k halaat na kuch aur jo cheez change hui wo us insaan ki fikar thi jis ne usse bilkul different bana dia!!

Agar aj har shaks apne ap me change laanay ka sirf souch he le to bahut se problems solve ho jayen!!
apki fikar bahut achi hai aur is se pehle k ye khatam ho jaye ap apne usool banao aur un pe sakhti se chalo, aj ap change hoge kal apko dekh k koi aur aur yehi chain banaygi jo aik din aik saaf aur acha muashara banayegi (INSHAA ALLAH)
GOD BLESS EVERYONE

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Everybody,wants to gain power,money etc.These are common feelings.Most of the time we used to plan our future without caring about our present responsibilities.If you really want to do something for the Muslims then try to do something for your ownself,engage yourself in some healthy activity..I hope after doing CSS,you will be able to serve your country in a better way.Dont think too much,just make a target and hit it.
Regards

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Fight for your dreams & your dreams will fight for you.

thanks to All , for the kind replies.

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