Meri Ibtida Tum Se Hai,
Meri Intiha Tum Se Hai,

Meri Iltija Tum Se Hai,
Meri Mangi Har Dua Tum Se Hai,

Meri Sanson Ki Rawani Tum Se Hai,
Mere Pyar Ki Kahani Tum Se Hai,

Meri Ankhon Ka Noor Tum Se Hai,
Mere Dil Ka Suroor Tum Se Hai,

Mere Ruh Ki Rahat Tum Se Hai,
Meri Dhadkno Ki Chahat Tum Se Hai,

Meri Manzil Ka Rasta Tum Se Hai,
Meri Zindagi Ka Wasta Tum Se Hai,

Milna Na Milna To Hai Qismat Khel,
Par Main Jo Bhi Hun Sirf Tum Se Hun,
Sirf Tum Se Hun, Sirf Tum Hi Se Hun.

Roshan Wadhwani

It touched my heart.Such true feelings are expressed ! It should be published.I have typed it in Urdu and will forward to admin tomorrow Insha Allah.
Keep it up.

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Love is my Shield,Truth is my Sword,Brain is my Crown,Smile is my Treasure and I'm a Queen;
Quitters never win and Winners never quit..!!!

mein koi shayir nahi lakin kisi dor mein kuch likha tha jo ab share kr raha hon

plz Dont laugh

meine ek zindagi khoi he
meine ek zingagi pani he

halat ke bhanwar mein a kar
meine khud ko kamzor banaya he

agar mein kabi jhuk paron tu
meine apne ap ko hosla dilana he

meine ek sukoon khoya he
meine ek pyar paana he

saath jo mere rahey hein umar bhar
meine un se kiye hway waday nibhaney he

ye raste tabahi ki taraf jatey hein
meine apney aap ko ye samjhana he

Mere Ye Khali Hath Dua Ke Liye Jab Uthte Hain,
Khuda Ki Bargah Mein Farishte Bhi Mujh Se Ye Puchhte Hain,

Akhir Kis Ke Liye Itni Dua Mangta Hua Hai Tu?

Main Kehta Hun,Uska Ka Koi Naam Nahin,
Bas Wo Mujh Mein Hai Aur Main Us Mein Hun.

Roshan Wadhwani

Kash Chand Lamhon Mein Zindagi Guzar Jae,
Un Chand Lamhon Mein Sirf Tu Hi Yad Ae,

Hojae Beshak Khak-e-Zameen Mera Jism,
Par Mere Jism Se Nikalne Wali Ruh Tera Hi Tasawar Sath Le Jae.

Roshan Wadhwani

I write these lines just now in so much pain and agony with my eyes full of tears. I don't know what i did but i feel like God is angry with me. all this pain and suffering is endless i asked for mercy , i asked for forgiveness but he is not listening.

Jinhan da Rub ruth janda
Unhan da Sukh lut janda
Us Rab da Sharik kisay noun na Bnain
Kakhan di kulli wang sb udh janda
Rab Sachay nal Lou la lay Bndya
Sb Dukhan noun Dawa Mil janda
Raba mery Mainoo maf Krin
Tery Khazny wichoon Kujh nai janda

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Sangdil Riwajoon ki ya Imart-e-Kohna Toot bhi Tou Skti hay
Yeh Aseer Sehzadi Choot bhi tou Skti hay

Dear,I don't know the cause of your suffering and pain but i know how it feels when you are in such a trouble.

But why taking this trouble on your heart?why are you torturing yourself.

If your troubles are bcoz of some ppl,anyone,just forget them.You are so young,so talented,why waste your life on such unworthy ppl.
If someone don't care,just stop caring...no need to make your life hell.
No one cares if you suffer or your are happy,it is only you who can make your life or ruin it.You need to take charge of it..
It feels great when you spend your life on your own terms.
ppl will eventually adjust,you don't compromise.

i ,once,was in such a pain like you but by dint of luck got advice from a worthy person.

i am not an authority and not in a position to suggest you anything suitable enough but i will suggest you to try to pray five times a day and read Qur'an-e-pak with translation.Trust me,you will find so much peace you have never felt before in life.HE listens,everything,we just can't hear him.HE talks to us.

i just couldn't stop myself after reading your post.

Hope to see a better A.W.S in a few days.

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Work until your idols become your rivals.

Thanks for such kind words dear , i have tried everything , everything i can do to cure this pain but all my efforts are useless . I do pray , I read Quran-e-Pak but nothing is helping me. its like m dying slowly , i m wasting myself and this feeling is unimaginably painful. I have lost that gal and i missed her a lot.i want her back but she is not going to cm back. all my tears, all my pleas are useless now, no one is going to listen.

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Sangdil Riwajoon ki ya Imart-e-Kohna Toot bhi Tou Skti hay
Yeh Aseer Sehzadi Choot bhi tou Skti hay

so your best friend left you...dear,this is not a big thing.if that person does not want you then why are you troubling yourself.
It is right that it really hurts when a loved one leaves you but dying,which seems a very easy solution,is not the solution at all.
There is no point in keeping or craving for a person who does not want to live with you.
It is difficult to cope but now its a reality.you must accept it bcoz life never stops.
don't be so pessimistic,if your friend really love you so much as you do,she will surly come back come what may.
But if not then consider it will of ALLAH.You will surly get,at least half as good ppl as her.who would willingly live with you..and that matters the most.

Never stop praying.Have faith in ALLAH.HE never abandons anyone.
The pain will go with the time.

one tip... cry,literally, cry your heart out until your eyes went dry.It will relieve you like anything.try it.
Suffering and crying in short span does not have any effect.

Indulge yourself in some constructive activities or with anything you like.don't think too much.Shaitan ka fatoor hota hai.

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Work until your idols become your rivals.

ye shaed mery alfaz hen indeed...me aksar aisa sochty hoo and hoo mera Allah muj ce bht naraz hen... i can feel this pain ..qk jub aap alfaz ce apney jazbat bataty ho to pehly aap ko catharsis ke amal ce guzarna parta he...i lov these lines of urz and shaed ye ke peeman mera be ashkoo ka chalk jae....

dilaan de wich rab wasda aye,
gal puraney koe nae aye,

dar dar bheeg mangney peendey aye,
us no phulaan desaza bheery ayee..

rub no seeny vich na saja sohniya..
unoo rag rag vich vasa sohniya...

jadooo me marann ,khaaish mery aye.
mera qatra e khoon bolaey ALLLAH HO ALLAH

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"Wa tu izzu man-ta shaa, wa tu zillu man-ta shaa"